who is..

its not about him, its not about me .

its about us .

For sure one thing i know, he's not selfish :)

he cares for me more than himself .

lets just let time do the talking .

maybe we're meant to be, maybe we're not meant to be ?

For good.

ohhhhhhh myyyyyyyyyyyyy
my CAMERA crashed down on meeeeeeee .
HOW CAN ?! HAHAHAHA.
I think the memory card corrupted .
Cause got too pictures of the past.
I think its fated that i should throw the memory card away .

hehehehe. Life is definately more colourful now .
YES, flooding my twitter every-day !
And darren is there for me, everyday :)
Is he god-sent ? i really wondering .
how come i'll meet this guy whom fits my criterias .
Its rather funny, but i never thought that guys like him still exsit.


Peeling chicken for me,
offering to carry my bag for me cause theres a camera inside,
a guy who wants to meet me, everyday...
A guy who chokes on his own words when he tells you "i like you".
"You gave me the feeling where whenever im by your side, im happy" How many guys would tell this to you ?
A guy who really respects you, unlike those typicals.
A guy who doesnt mind sending me to school from hougang to cck.
He'll just say "2 hours trip only whattt, its ok ley".
Whichever shit movie i wanna watch, he'll say ok.
HAHAHA, we're enjoying, even if its just watching cartoon :)
He remembers everything about me .
He knows i dont eat onion, he eat the onions for me.
A guy who wants to cook dinner for me :)
A guy who doesn't mind going anywhere, as long as he's with me :)


maybe its normal to you all. but its just special to me.
I guess its because no guy treats me like this ?


whenever im with him, i feel that im alive .
I guess what they say "After a heartbreak cause you met someone wrong, dont give up, because your right one might just appear anytime".
Is it true ? Hmm...

hatred .

its all the past . and i aint gonna give a fuck about it anymore .

thanks for leading me on for so long. And letting me realize it was part of my wishful thinking that actually im just a substitute for you during this 2 months of r/s and another substitute for extra 2 months. fucker. just go fuck yourself . you're the biggest mistake in my life . fucker . ARGH ! i hate you, like fucking hate you . You fucking stab a knife into my heart. you'll fucking get your cb karma. knn, you fooled me again and again . you're the biggest mistake ! now i wanna let you know that I FUCKING REGRETTED ! those scars and tears for you, it means nothing. end of the day, you're the joke ! just fuck off from my life. And thank god i aint gonna see you anymore.
okay, lets just say, i've never regretted being together because you taught me that jerks like you still exsit :)