Like a star, I play it well.

who is..

2010-10-26T22:31:00.000-07:00

its not about him, its not about me .

its about us .

For sure one thing i know, he's not selfish :)

he cares for me more than himself .

lets just let time do the talking .

maybe we're meant to be, maybe we're not meant to be ?

For good.

2010-10-25T22:09:00.000-07:00

ohhhhhhh myyyyyyyyyyyyy
my CAMERA crashed down on meeeeeeee .
HOW CAN ?! HAHAHAHA.
I think the memory card corrupted .
Cause got too pictures of the past.
I think its fated that i should throw the memory card away .

hehehehe. Life is definately more colourful now .
YES, flooding my twitter every-day !
And darren is there for me, everyday :)
Is he god-sent ? i really wondering .
how come i'll meet this guy whom fits my criterias .
Its rather funny, but i never thought that guys like him still exsit.

Peeling chicken for me,
offering to carry my bag for me cause theres a camera inside,
a guy who wants to meet me, everyday...
A guy who chokes on his own words when he tells you "i like you".
"You gave me the feeling where whenever im by your side, im happy" How many guys would tell this to you ?
A guy who really respects you, unlike those typicals.
A guy who doesnt mind sending me to school from hougang to cck.
He'll just say "2 hours trip only whattt, its ok ley".
Whichever shit movie i wanna watch, he'll say ok.
HAHAHA, we're enjoying, even if its just watching cartoon :)
He remembers everything about me .
He knows i dont eat onion, he eat the onions for me.
A guy who wants to cook dinner for me :)
A guy who doesn't mind going anywhere, as long as he's with me :)

maybe its normal to you all. but its just special to me.
I guess its because no guy treats me like this ?

whenever im with him, i feel that im alive .
I guess what they say "After a heartbreak cause you met someone wrong, dont give up, because your right one might just appear anytime".
Is it true ? Hmm...

hatred .

2010-10-21T23:37:00.000-07:00

its all the past . and i aint gonna give a fuck about it anymore .

thanks for leading me on for so long. And letting me realize it was part of my wishful thinking that actually im just a substitute for you during this 2 months of r/s and another substitute for extra 2 months. fucker. just go fuck yourself . you're the biggest mistake in my life . fucker . ARGH ! i hate you, like fucking hate you . You fucking stab a knife into my heart. you'll fucking get your cb karma. knn, you fooled me again and again . you're the biggest mistake ! now i wanna let you know that I FUCKING REGRETTED ! those scars and tears for you, it means nothing. end of the day, you're the joke ! just fuck off from my life. And thank god i aint gonna see you anymore.
okay, lets just say, i've never regretted being together because you taught me that jerks like you still exsit :)

Time passes so fast .

2010-09-28T02:14:00.000-07:00

Its been long since i blogged ! :x
I've been very active on twitter & tumblr.
But i guess im just lazy to blog at blogger :x
Hahaha, okey, lets just let the pictures do the talking ? ^^
Finally met Aaron brotha, its been really long !
Met him after his practical .
Went Champion, saw adam, lionel, jester and darren.
Those familiar faces . Hahaha.
Went to J8's "EAT" for dinner .
yummeh. Went to rachel's house after that & towards home ! :)

Butter's surprise (L)

2010-09-27T22:49:00.000-07:00

Its never too late to realize

2010-09-01T19:17:00.000-07:00

I gave you my heart but you broke it apart...

M.I.A

2010-08-20T23:08:00.000-07:00

ok wth, i feel like a loser that has been vanished into thin air .
ive been quite busy with boyfriend .
Ya, its always about quarreling & all.
Theres this place where im really active .
FACEBOOOK & TWITTER !
CHECK ME/ STALK ME THERE ! (L)
love ya stalkers ! :)

my everything

2010-08-03T21:04:00.000-07:00

Thanks for this one month, thanks for everything.I love you carmine :)

same but different.

2010-08-03T00:42:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiii , i know its been long since i post smth long on my blog, LOL
But i will when i've uplaoded all the pictures in my cam.
Im currently busy wityh plan A and B.
Plan A is like halfway done alrdy, not easy at all !
Just left with 2 more kukus & plan A is completed !
Plan B is half way there too ! Just left with payment to be made.
& it'll be AWESOME , and a perfect plan alrdy !
YAYS ! Anyway jiejie is on a job hunt .
I need a part time job :(
Anyway, more post will be up soon !
ke ke ke ke :p bye ya'll.

for now and for ever.

2010-07-26T23:32:00.001-07:00

Baby has been by my side everyday.

No serious quarrells and thats good,

Well, 2 more days to our first monthsary.

I think the photobook will be done by tmr.

Or else i'll definately screw photowhoopee.

LOL, CSC everyday. as usual, billard :)

baby says my billard has definately improved by a bit.

Aww, it seems to be that i've been putting up weight :(

I need to control my diet more often now ,

especially when baby keep forcing me to eat.

this cheeky baby just dont want me to have gastric.

sweet babycarmine, i love you :)

I clicked forward,

2010-07-14T01:05:00.000-07:00

I saw my Msn chatlog, realised that the day i knew babycarmine

was on 29th April, this is definately a hell lot of coincidence.

I'm just glad I fought fate to have you.

& I definately didn't regret falling for you at all.

I'm more than ever thankful for having you in my life.

You're the only one in my heart and no one else.

You're the key and im the locket, you've definately unlocked it alrdy.

You're the only guy who can make me go besotted in you (L)

xoxo; C.

Sweet whispers.

2010-07-10T12:05:00.000-07:00

Me: "Hiiiiiiii baby, guess what?"

Babycarmine: "?????"

Me: "i miss you so terribly."

Babycarmine: *shys*

He's one of the most important person in my life now :)

Although there were afew conflicts and quarrells in the beginning,

But i believe, our love for each other will just grow stronger and stronger.

and we'll go through lots of up and downs sooner or later.

But i believe that if our love is strong, nth will bring us down nor break us apart.

And even if its rain or shine, i know he will be here for me :)

You're already a part of me.

I love you with all that I am; Chan Carmine (L)

You're the best of the best.

2010-07-06T23:52:00.000-07:00

I risked to be with you, you risked everything to settle the mess for me.

Baby, thanks for being there for me.
& yes like i said before, you're the best boyfriend i've ever had.
You're so different from all the guys i knw,
you make me feel special , you make me feel loved by you.
& As long as i have you in my life, thats all I can ever ask for .
xoxo, babyluvz.

Some things are meant to be forgotton but some are not,

2010-06-28T23:09:00.000-07:00

Because he's sweeter than an avarage candy bar ! (L)

Because he's totally different from the other guys .

Because i fought fate just to get him .

This time, I'm holding on & aint gonna let go.
Carmine Chan (L)

You're at the edge of letting go .

2010-06-19T11:41:00.000-07:00

A few overdue pictures went outing with weikeong & co.
Stayed over at carmine's crib for the past 2 days .
& i treasured every moment ♥
Diamonddddd .

Look at me.

2010-06-17T11:26:00.000-07:00

Picnic at marina barage with carmine & his pri sch friends :>

Went cine kbox after picnic, they sang till 7pm.

Went our seperate ways, went amk to meet xuyuan brotha & co.

Went sembawang to meet chai, kai, rachel & co.

Meow, mac for supper, went to chai's crib :>

It was awe-some bitches. LOL.

Camwhored as usual :>

Pictures all at facebook, go, go, go seeeeeee .

Went home around 8 plus after mac's breakfast.

BTH SIAAAA. straight K.O once i reached home,

Heeeheee, Woke up went causeway with Rachel.

PASTAMANIA ! (Y)

she got her wishhh fulfilled.

Bus-ed home and went to prepare.

Cabbed to batok & meet Carmine.

Till then, byeee :>

Pinicccc .

2010-06-15T03:31:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiiiiiii, i've not been blogging for veryyy long alrdy .
Like damn no mood to blog . You know, those kind of lazy feeling .
& I know some people dont like to read long post. So im not gonna type anything &
just let the pictures do the talking :)
Whole album is uploaded in Facebook ! :)
Bye world.

it really saddens me when you dont even care when im about to let you go .
you just need to ask me to stay, because I would definitely stay !
Sigh .

Kitty meowzx.

2010-06-07T09:59:00.000-07:00

The seven things I hate about you
You're vain, your games
You're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh
You make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them
Just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

The seven things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes
Your old Levis
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined
Everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you

(Y)

Life never seems to be going my way.

2010-06-05T11:31:00.000-07:00

While I was chatting with Jackson on MSN,
I realized that nothing seems to be going my way since i was young :/

Theres a lot of things in life i wanna learn,
i wanna learn how to use the sewing machine, so i can make own clothes.
i wanna learn baking so i can bake delicious cakes for people .
open my own bakery shop . make pretty cakes like bakerzin or canele !
pretty cakes that makes people salivate !
Learn to play guitar so i can sing and melt my love's heart.
Learn muay thai for self defense!
i got a fucking sewing machine at home but i dunno how to operate it .
i got a guitar at home but i dunno how to play it !
i got a piano at home , but im not interested in it . instead my bro is .
i learn karate cause my dad asked me to, for self defense.
i joined the band in sec school, i know how to play the trumpet.
i was once the best trumpet player in sec sch. I wanted to learn the flute,
but the conductor didnt allowed me to cause
he was afraid i couldn't play the trumpet anymore , so i quited band.
i guess, nothing goes my way ! :<

I'd rather put my ego down than losing you.

2010-06-05T05:56:00.000-07:00

Town with sufenbb . yahuu, finally met her.
Heart to heart talk as usual, & somehow came up with a quote.
"I'd rather put my ego down than losing you. "
This is so damn trueeee <3

I finally found an YSL inspired shirt.
yahuuu, bought it at fep.
Then went to slack around . Headed to cine .
Ate at toast box ! that cute lil box (Y)
Met up with Xueling & her friends .
Slacked around & cabbed home after that.
This is how i spent my friday night :<

I hope i crossed your mind,

2010-06-04T02:39:00.000-07:00

If you argue with him, you're hard-headed. If you're quiet, he don't care.
If you call him, you're too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy.
If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves.
If you don't fuck him, you're a tease. If you do, you're easy.
You tell him your problems, he says you're immature. If you don't, he says you don't trust him.
If you lecture him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'.
If you break a promise, he doesn't trust you anymore. If he breaks it, it's because he had to.
If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats, he wants another chance.
They're basically the same.
Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy.
When guys are in love they become poor; when girls are in love they become pretty.
Guys can forget, but can't forgive; girls can forgive but can't forget.
When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy.
Guys wish to be her first love, girls wish to be his last.

Credits - http://zerbelho.livejournal.com
Damn its really true ! (Y)

Call your name /

2010-06-03T09:24:00.000-07:00

You're my candy.

Timah, numberball with georgy and sean.
Clement came to find us after work.
Slacked awhile after numberball & went home .
Holidays are super boring, can you date me out yet ?

Happy Birthday Georgy .

2010-06-02T10:04:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Georgy (Y)
i dunno why you send me my pictures only .
but nevermind , heeehee.
hope you like your cakessss .
& no worries, we're not lousy friends, we're here for you :)
hanah, i know im a fugly girl k I L4D k -.-
Argh, asshole .

3 weeks holiday, anyone, just ask me out .
Thankyou .

A torturing game called L.O.V.E

2010-05-28T08:00:00.000-07:00

Like once I posted on my Facebook status, until now im still wondering,
why do we always fall in love with the wrong person and land ourselves in such a sorrowful plight ? Who on earth invented such torturing games ?

Oh, such is life, now im wondering who on earth invented money too .
Now, without money, we're a nobody. & life has become so realistic
that we sometimes feel like ending everything once & forever.
Is it because we can't take the stress ?
Or is it sometimes, we let greed take over of whom we are,
& we just can't get enough of one, or two or three.
Somehow, we'll never be content nor
satisfied with anything and everything we have .

Life is such a burden. Sigh.
I feel that this 2 problems are the worst among all problems.
If only I was born with a golden spoon in my mouth, Sigh.

Zombies! Aliens! Dinosaurs!

2010-05-23T10:22:00.000-07:00

I've been working this few days at keathong .
Didnt went out :/
Except on friday, went timah, pool & billard.
No number ball this time :)
Ohkay, tmr iz monday, & i got school !
& obviously, i got testtt ! :(
Shitz man, hopefully tmr test will be easy ,
or else, i might need to call for backups again :(
A lil favour, pleaseeeeeeee clickclick on my Nuffnang Ads.
Thankiewbellymuchiezzzz ^^

Paranoid shitzx.

2010-05-18T01:09:00.000-07:00

School is just boring, that's the plain caused of having so much pictures. Thanks to sonia's lappy . Heheee, and her stupid hello kitty thumbdrive that costs 2o plus bucksss . Ok, number ball yesterday with sean, yongxin and yongxiang . Whalao, fml man, fucking lost money again. Mac after numberball . Stupid yongxin & his "STRAIGHT-TEETH" . Bunch of morons . Haahahha, cabbed home after that, jitao K.O siaaaa, coma max, woke up at 12pm today, school at 1.30pm . Meow, boring muchiez. I failed to do my project and report. Sigh. Somebodeh, help me plzzzzzzz :(

X-10

2010-05-15T09:41:00.000-07:00

this is freaking candid ! I SWEAR .

& yes, i got fat fingers :(

& yes, i got my long hair back :)
happy girl ! Went far east for hair extension.
Meow, went cine to watch "The Last Song"
freaking 2 thumbs up ! Its damn good.
Sonia kept crying siaaa, like water tap !
So far, i enjoyed my Friday night .

Went to timah to play billard & number ball .
Cabbed back home, watched MTV as usual :)
Here, blogging, ohwell, shall post till here than.

xoxo.

It isn't easy.

2010-05-11T23:43:00.000-07:00

"Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again because skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts."

"I push everyone I care about away because being hurt by someone I gave everything to and trusted scares me beyond words."

"To fall out of love, to move on. It’s ironic that when you fall in love, get attached so easily that when you’re already there, you can’t turn back.
You can’t undo it or press rewind. It’s either you’ll go through it or you’ll get stuck."

I guess this is just life, so hard to understand .

I want the best of you.

2010-05-10T04:46:00.000-07:00

"In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for EXACTLY what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you. The right person is still gonna think the sun shines out of your ass. That’s the kind of person that’s worth stickin around."

"Everybody knows, it hurts to grow up."

"People fear death more than pain. It’s strange that they fear death. Life hurts a lot more than death. At the point of death, the pain is over."
"You know what’s wrong with you, You’re chicken, you’ve got no guts. You’re afraid to stick out your chin and say, “Okay, life’s a fact, people do fall in love, people do belong to each other, because that’s the only chance anybody’s got for real happiness.” You call yourself a free spirit, a “wild thing,” and you’re terrified somebody’s gonna stick you in a cage. Well baby, you’re already in that cage. You built it yourself. And it’s not bounded in the west by Tulip, Texas, or in the east by Somali-land. It’s wherever you go. Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself."

"Maybe I wasn’t asking you to love me, maybe I was asking you to understand, because for so long I’ve been hurt and for so long you’ve ignored it, and maybe it is bad timing, but maybe, I don’t care. I’ve been here all along, just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you’ve been waiting too, and you haven’t and maybe you never will or maybe you’re afraid to. But it all hurts the same, and in the end, I’m the one that’s left broken and when I lay down to sleep, I’m still the one crying, so screw the bad timing. I’ve loved you then, like I love you now, like I probably always will."

"How come we don’t always know when love begins, but we always know when it ends?"

"Happiness has a hard time entering a closed heart."

"I wish it could just be simple, like a retro pop song, “I want you to want me”. Boom. End of story. We all live happily ever after. But it’s never really like that, is it?"

When i look at you .

2010-05-06T08:45:00.000-07:00

i like my pretty nails .
but my pretty ribbons on my pretty nails like dropped off after 3 - 4 days.
& i was like, FML here and there, again & again as usual .
Argh. Have you ever went to 2 different swimming complex &
it wasnt open. & then when you decided to go to your friends condo to swim.
you went there & found out that thier swimming pool is ALSO closed .
due to renovation of pool. LIKE, seriouly, WTF -.-
How unlucky can i be ? :(
I celebrated cuizhen's birthday like i promised her i would :)
Gave her a present that she will comfirm make use one .
Heeheee. i so niceeeeeee :)
We went keathong's SAKURA to celebrate her birthday.
her appetite, as usual, MONSTER .
Georgy seanny and me were like
damn bloated but she's still hungry !
HAHA, but still, she enjoyed her birthday can alrdy :)
Have been to CSC & Mambo this few days,
pool, & a lil bit of billard.
heeehee, school, as usual, too much long breaks.
that we've got nth much to do but slack, and play dai di.
Argh, sch is boring :(
Life is still going on for me, as usual :)
Well, I've blogged :)
Byeeeeeeeee (L)

Save the broke !

2010-04-20T07:16:00.000-07:00

i gotta admit that im really dry nowadays, therefore,
i've decided to sell my F21 hoodie dress.
I'm selling it at $38, its limtied edition,
singapore, comfirm dont have.
I shipped it from F21 okehhh, berry costly.
Material very good.
Condition, needless to say 9/10 for i've worn quite a few times.
so plsssssssssss, buy from me. Its a great loss for me.

Sentosa & Airport.

2010-04-16T12:14:00.000-07:00

I hate love.

2010-04-11T08:22:00.001-07:00

Malaysia with sean & clement.
Went Holiday plaza, Magic Nails,
did nail art for fingernails & french for my toes.
I sibeiiiiiiiiii like my nails siaaaa. ^^
went to try out malaysia's KFC,
& genki sushi, heehee, & thier coffee bean.
Ok, thier coffee bean's all day breakfast suck big time.
SG's one is definately wayyyyy better,
Its like i couldnt understand any malay lang .
But ya, just go along with it.
Went home around 9 to 10pm plus.
Took busssss & back to kranji.
Heehee, i swear i so wanna stay overnight there the next time.

School tmr, & i dont feel like going .
P.S / its my first trip to malaysia with my friends :x

72hrs .

2010-04-05T01:14:00.000-07:00

aaron, cai, pohheng, sebas.

Thanks for the company :)

backkkk .

2010-04-02T12:42:00.000-07:00

hiiiiiiiiiii all :)
i knw i've been like dead for dunno how long,
but heehee, im back :)
& like duh-uh, time to flood liaozxx lor ^^
heeeheee. ^^

Past tense.

2010-03-20T22:01:00.000-07:00

whew, 6 more days to chalet,
 and, 7 more days to birthday ! :D

They got nothing on me .

2010-03-08T22:35:00.000-08:00

Astons, Sakura, Ah wang cafe & Mac.

Met up with tomi (Y)
Fucking long never see my tomi.
Met up with kelvin @ cwp too.

past 1am, kelvin kidnapped me.
Stayover at kelvin's crib.
its been really long since we met up.
chat our hearts out, thinking of plans for my birthday.
Which is ahem, in another 20 more days.
I'm opening a chalet at coasta sands.
from the 27th march till 29th march.

Hopefully those whom i've invited can make it :)

Cuddle much,

2010-03-04T01:30:00.000-08:00

Escape, floral bag, picotin, Riders cafe, kitty & momo, bowling, pool, braids, zombie farm, guitar heroes, school, craps & everything nize .
This is the life that i want, something more carefree, mum iz currently in taiwan, guess she really knows how to enjoy life too. I really like my braids anyway, hahahaha! & my hair colour, i seriously got no idea weather its red or brown -.- So ya, who cares anyway. hahaha, life is boring anyway :( I'm definitely looking forward to more games, activities & of course, sweet treats ^^

Heeheeheee, lets see, birthday iz coming siaaa . like another 24 more days . Much presents i hope ? :x

Imma greedy piggggg. heeheehee, i wanna play bowling soooooooon :) more plans pls & of course 15th march, theres an club event, buy tickets from me lehhhhhhhhhh ! ~

Down with hatred .

2010-02-21T01:32:00.000-08:00

This are the recent things . as usual ? Hahaha.
Finally got my iphone :)
1st baby ; Gucci bag
2nd baby; iphone
waiting for my 3rd baby & 4th baby ^^

Red packets.

2010-02-15T09:24:00.000-08:00

Dad's place to bai nian :) Dad became belly velly tannn oready. Ok, this year's chinese new year is really boring.

Not much visitings. Went jurong point with crank,

Went to bakerzin for branch, pasta for us :)

After buying movie tickets, went back to bakerzin, 2nd round.

for sweet treats of course, didnt bring my cam out :(

WASTED SIAAAAAAAAAA.

After sweet treats, we were just in time for our movie.

watched percy jacksen, belly nizeeeeeee .

rate it 9.8/10 heehee, didnt expected it to be nize.

After movie, cabbed to keathong, went to find sean.

Helped sean's mama work. & than that pig lazying around.

Doing nothing & just staring at me work.

what sia that guy . Tsk.

Had dinner with his granny, aunt and mum.

Headed towards home to grab my cam & then headed towards

weikeong's place, mizzzz dad mak mak ^^

He's in army now, therefore, seldom get to spend time with him.

Went to his place to bai nian, chitchatted with edmund.

stayed there for awhile, was tired & had no choice but to go home.

Need to hit the sacks now, byeeeeeeee .

Shorty hair, again.

2010-02-11T22:47:00.000-08:00

Sweet treats @ MOF again

guitar heroes ftw :)

school iz especially gudz whenever i get to see you

No valentines this year ? Meow.
Chinese new yearrrrrrrr instead

Sweet treats .

2010-02-08T09:07:00.000-08:00

Retarded candid pictures credits to seantan -'-

2010-02-07T07:44:00.000-08:00

i got a new kitty & a new ducky ^^

Some black spaghetti, but freaking nizee.

Beef curry rice.

Check out sean's iphone,

ordered seafood spaghetti & Sodacream for myself.

i swear this was really candid.

Definately spoilt for choices of pastas.

Novena, shopping, eating.
Bishan, movie; My Ex.
Freaking scary for me, i hate horror movies. Thier so not my type of movies man.
School tmr :)

Sliceee.

2010-02-05T17:41:00.000-08:00

ank with bb, then towards town. Went far east, shopppp there for the whole day, i bought 3 denim high waist shorts, and im left with 150. im thinking, what should i do with the 150. reborn hair? buy my vans shoes? Or what, meh, had slice with bb and jie ning ytd, photo spam as you can see. LOL. was chit chatting with them & then brotha came to find me, brought him to praise to get some t-shirts for CNY. Then went to slice 2nd round, but i didnt eat, it was his turn to eat so yaaaaaaaa. he was going off to go celebrate his friend birthday . i had no plans so I cabbed home with those irritating plastic bags. now my cupboard seems very full yaaaaaa . Had to like squeeze those plastic bags inside. Went home bathes and all, straight away knocked out. bth sia, dunno why.

Take that shot.

2010-02-02T06:21:00.000-08:00

Meow, met up with iCandy for lunch.
New York cheesecake for me & Oreo cheesecake for him @ Starbucks.
Chit chatted & all, it was like 1.20pm almost late for class.
Decided to cab there instead.
Practical lesson was so so for me .
But as usual, those irritating ppl keep disturbing me.
There they go issac here and there.
& fml my gastric suddenly acted up, its the first time i ever
experience such a pain acting up. fml ttm manzxzx .
I was like tolerating it all the wayyyyyy, on & off.
Class ended at 4, had war with sean outside student lounge.
he belly melly kelly jelly the guailan siaaaaa .
bth him, deserve the whackings & all.
Sean & Iwas supposed to cab to keat hong.
Suddenly my fucked up gastric prob acted up again,
but this time was really VERY VERY VERY painful.
really bth alrdy , like anytime can dieeeee siaaaa.
stopped at some random clinic opposite gombak mrt station.
seen the doc & he said i should not eat oily food & stuff like milk & all.
just soft food & soupy food. No spicy food .
if my gastric prob still acts up after medication,
i should seek the doc again, cause it might be stomach ulcer.
urghhhhh, can things be any worse ?
fml seriously.
I straight away pop the medicine in after i paid my medical bills.
life is such a bitch . fuckitzzzzzz .
Cabbed to keat hong, had dinner. & went to trim my eyebrows.
now my eyebrows like wayyyyyy neater :)
belly goooodz .
Well, tmr got no planz, & tmr got pe, no way im gonna run.
like over my dead body manzxzx . Last week's run was kick enough.
Meow, plans for this week .

Thursday: sec sch mates gathering.
Friday: Shopping @ town with bb.

Sat & Sun, mmm, lets see, its empty, awwww :(

iCandy

2010-02-01T05:19:00.000-08:00

hiiiiiii, i mizz my shorty hairrrrrr.

i might wanna cut back again, should I or shouldn't I?

Meow, school was kuteeeee today.

Especially when iCandy waved retardedly at me.

Teeheeeez, I bought an Eastpak bagpack today ^^

79 bucks, killed me.

i still need to get my vans/fredperry shoes.

at least 3 more dresses ^^

heeels pleaseeeee ^^

& yes, reborn my hairrrrr, meow.

thats that :D

iMeow

2010-01-31T04:44:00.000-08:00

I fell in love with this putty cat & i bought it home.

Went town, Mum gave me 300bucks to shop.

Well, i spend around 180bucks ?

Not much clothes seem to have pleased me .

Mehhh, shall go back to topshop to get that london t.

Meowwww, theres school tmr :)

I wanna know what love is.

2010-01-30T00:10:00.001-08:00

Finally, i'm home after 1 month .
Theres been just toooooo much of ups and downs for me.
Couldnt it be better? Sigh...

Your understanding.

2010-01-24T16:43:00.000-08:00

Whats the meaning of the word "Famliy" ?

When no one understands me anymore.

Seriously speaking, i'm better off on my own.

I no longer see a point of having a family who's never there for me like they used to.

i'm doing fine, out here.

Naive.

2010-01-11T02:45:00.001-08:00

Back to miss bangs again :)

Went to take a math test, & i'm lucky enough.
i scored 8/15, hee heee, i'm no longer under the waiting list ^^
I'm starting sch tmr, batok ite, electronics, finally.
I got a school, sweeeet manzxz .

your secrets.

2010-01-05T22:07:00.000-08:00

There's been lots of ups and downs for me :(
Sighhhh

A new year, A new start

2009-12-31T23:16:00.000-08:00

Happy 2010 everybodyyyyyy :)
Went to timah to eat steamboat with yx & co.
Pool & all, went to the pub beside ten mile to drink ^^
All shots, like a nizeeeeeeee .
Especially the fireball which is something like waterfall.
Went back to 2nd home & sleeeep.
Like a shiokzxzx .

Everyone is starting sch, except for me :(
im getting my results on the 6th.
I cross me fingers & hope for a miracle, :(

where'd you go ?

2009-12-28T09:27:00.001-08:00

seems like you've been missing for days.
but seems like you're doing fine :)
Keep up the good work for not texting me ^^
Its better this way, right ? :)

Met yx & co with sean, went sunshine then avenue 5.
slacked & all. boring but their mouth can talk non-stop sia.
knn, bth them. tsk tsk tsk.

none of the course i've chosen has been chosen.
fml, i'm gonna give it a last shot.
Or else i could just bade farewell to ITE.
& go to either private or shatec. damnitz.
i hate my life .

you're out, & i missed you terribly.

2009-12-26T20:36:00.000-08:00

Alvin & the chipmucks 2

was totally A-W-E-S-O-M-E ^^

2 thumbs uppppppppp ! ^^

GO CATCH IT, NO REGRETS ^^

Movie with George & Quanwei @ Causeway.

Cabbed home after movie.

My bestfriend tomi, is finally out.

miss him terribly :)

Merry Christmas

2009-12-24T20:10:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas y'all ^^

Where iz my prezzies ? ^^

Quitted my job yesterday, went home, wanted to sleep, but couldnt.

Had no plans on christmas eve.

Sean woke up & called me out to town.

Waited for cuizhen to wake up.

met sean and george, cuizhen came.

cabbed to town to meet rayhan & co.

got around 16 - 18 ppl sia, wtf -.-

But we went our seperate ways after that.

Left the 7 of us. Meow, what a christmas, boringgggg.

Went to sean's place, met wilson & co.

Was supposed to go to rayhan's place to drink.

But never, stayed at sean's place.

After that went to 213 there, they went to meet ten mile ppl.

Mmm, somehow, no trust again.

& Cuizhen and me cabbed home after a big housefly came stinking.

What a christmas, fml.

There's a bbq party at my place later.

(Y)

Tic toc.

2009-12-22T19:14:00.000-08:00

Sweet treats for Sean & me ^^

Met Sean & Quanwei @ ION.
went to walked around, & choose clothes for sean.
I choosed 2 shirts from Praise for him.
one formal from dunno what shop uh.
Lol, one of the praise shirt is the one he's wearing in the pic.
it says " Listen to your heart. " ^^
Cabbed to sean's place so he could bathe & put his clothes.
Cabbed to keat hong, acc him takecare of his parent's shop.
his papa & mama go genting. HAHAHA ^^
Cabbed home after that.
Meow, what a boring dayyyy.

Things have changed.

2009-12-21T17:31:00.000-08:00

well, i passed only 3 sub, English, art & chinese. I'm going to ITE. Its either Pastry & baking or Western . This two courses are only at Clementi ITE. Well, i kinda fucking regret never study, bestfriend says that its normal that a normal human feels like this. I hope so :/ Of course, congrats to all that went up to Sec 5 :) I will come back & visit next year for sure ^^
Well, i no longer have the heart to work anymore :/ I dunno why. Its just that, my results are disappointing & all. Sickening life i have though. Meow, Christmas is coming. 3 more days, I really wonder how this year's Christmas gonna be for me. I don't event know how who will be celebrating with me, oh well, fml.

P.S, letting you go will be better for the both of us.

N level results.

2009-12-17T18:15:00.000-08:00

Well, i have been working soooooooooo hard.
that i could memories the whole menu of the x'mas festive cakes.
damn itz. Gonna go collect N level results later.
Got no expectations, like totally nothing at all.
Meow, sillypumpkin stayed over at my house .
He's sleeping in my brother's room, currently, still sleeping oh so soundly.
Mehhh, brother's girlfriend slept in my room .
Whalaooooooooooo, tmr have to work :(
fml la, like seriously, damn tiring siaaaaaaaaaa.
Oh well, got no choice :/
Christmas iz coming ! :))))
Presents for me ? :x
Teeheez, anyways, best of lucks to all the N level candidates.
gonna go watch my drama ^^

1st & 2nd day of work.

2009-12-11T08:23:00.001-08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii,

me & cuizhen iz currently working @ Eatzit gourmet.

Jack's place fatory outlet, bakery ^^

I'm doing office work, & cuizhen iz doing production.

LOL, phone calls for me, every single minute, non stop for sure.

Chirstmas iz nearing, tons of orders are stacking up!

Bloody hell, but neh-mer-mind, I'm ordering my cake tmr ^^

Well, work is kinda fun, work is kinda boring, work is kinda busy

& my work seems to be driving me crazy soon.

LOL, Cuizhen have been complaining everydayyyyy.

Holy shiatz sia she, bth her.

1stday she had to pump vanilla and choc for her cream puffs.

me, sibeiiiii slackkkk, just sit down there, wait for time to pass.

But i'm very hardworking, i just learn by myself, oh, cleomine is so smart ^^

HAHAHA, 2nd day of work, not bad la.

time passed quite fast before lunch, 2nd day is kinda busy for me.

Had to do alotttttttt of paper work. filing & ordering.

Did 6 orders today, not bad siaaaaa.

Well, afterall, it was kinda fun, meow ^^

Cuizhen, had to cut mango for 3 hours, poor her .

but she fucking got the chance to decorate cupcakes.

ENVY SIAAAAAAAa, KNN :(

LOL, When work finally ended, bus-ed to bishan.

Went to walk around, had pepper lunch express for dinner ^^

CLEOMINE ON THE HOUSE siaaaaaaaa! -.-

Train-ed to cuizhen's place, waited for her to get her clothes.

Sean came & met us at avenue 5.

Cabbed home, home sweet home, sibeiiiii tired, no bluff you :(

Meow, need to hit the sacks naoooooooooo !

Byeeeeeeeee y'all ^^

4 more dayssss till i see babypumpkin,

he's sickkkkkkkkkkk, sighhhh :(

get well soon babypumpkin! <3

Happy birthday babypumpkin, (L)

2009-12-09T00:00:00.000-08:00

Happy 17th Birthday, silly babypumpkin <3

You're in taiwan, bet you're enjoying.

But am glad you didn't forget me at all :)

Gollygosh, it was a surprise call baby ^^

Quickly come back,

Cause, I wanna whisper in your ears & tell you a secret (L)

Last day.

2009-12-07T20:01:00.000-08:00

i guess i thought him too much way to surprise ppl.

LOL, i got surprised from babypumpkin.

Nizeeeeeee tryyyyyy :))))

sorry for the rejection.

wait till you're back from taiwan, then we'll see about it alright?

good news, i got fired ^^

I hated the job anyway, will be getting my 3 day pay.

not bad, at least got money. but, fucking lil .

Nevermind, this 1 week, babypumpkin wont be in SG.

SIGH :(

am going some factory to work tmr ^^

Happy birthday (L)

2009-12-04T21:24:00.000-08:00

Presents filled with joy & love :)

Met pohshen, gave him his surprise present :) went ion to eat shutoppan, went to cathay to catch "new moon" 2 thumbs up for sureeeeeeeee. ^^ Jacob's body, sibeiiiiiiiiii hot sia, bth ^^ after movie, went to caramel cafe to have some dessert. I ordered some light italian cake, baby ordered tea-ramisu & a pot of Happy birthday tea :) it smells fucking sweet :) I've enjoyed my dessert with baby. Went for 2nd round, went to starbucks to try it's oozee-licious lava cake. It was delicious :) As long as baby's happy, i am too :) After lava cake, went to walk around, chit-chatted, took pictures & wait for the rest to come.

Zhang xu, marcus, caifang, linda, malcom, matthew, dylan, yanyan, cong xiang and ivan & joel went to neverland to celebrate zhang xu & pohshen's birthday in advance. Meow. everyone went in by lift, fml, i had to go up by the backdoor, nizeeeeeee, 6 storey highhh, thanks congxiang & yanyan for accompanying me :x When i went in, very smokey inside, as usual, it was abit like oasis. Those thai singers as usual. Mehhhh, they kept forcing pohshen to drink. he jitao iz mao liao. bth his behaviour siaaaaa. but nvm, was trying to mantain him. Very hard. Waited for his eldest brother to arrive & orchard plaza. Guess marcus have to sent him home instead. Cabbed home after that, the cab fare, was like "HOLYSHIT" for sure. But nvm, gotta go anyway. Once again, i hope the both of you enjoyed no matter what :)
& holyshittttttttttttt, i finally got my gucci bag ^^, thanks papa & mama ^^
Sweet & simple, Happy birthday :)

The point.

2009-12-03T20:25:00.000-08:00

hi, yesterday was first day of work.
Fucking boring, but nevermind, i shall just shake leg & wait for money to come.
HAHAHHA, ^^
I'm working at tpy for the first 3 days.
Then they might be shifting me to clementi or mayb other outlets.
The point optical & contact lenses shop.

Will be meeting babypumpkin later :)
babypumpkin will be going to taiwan on the 8th Dec.
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Escape

2009-12-01T11:09:00.000-08:00

Went escape to play, played only like 4 things & then went off.
Should have went to wild wild wet instead.
meow, after escape, went to fish & co express to eat.
After fish and co express, went straight to hei sushi to eat.
Ordered quite alot of food :)
sibeiiiiiiiiiiii nizeeeeeeeee. teeheez, tuna, salmon, soft shell crab.
power to the extreme max :D
japanese cuisine, best siaaaaaa :)
Cab tp mustafa shopping centre, bought alot of things.
DIY fondue :)
sibeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii kickkkkkkk.
mushroom & potatoe soup :)
Meow, superlicious :)
Gotta wake up at 6.45am tmr to go home & grab my things.
go interview @ 8.30am at woodlands. nize.
finally the agent iz working :)
No plans tmr, :/

baby, i really hate quarrelling with you. I just wan us to be like how we used to be. So crazy & happy baby, I know you love me very much now, but the more we quarrell, i'm afraid i'll let go very easily, please baby, no more quarrells ? you said you'll treasure the 60% that i have for you. Prove to me that your talk is not cheap? Prove to me that you really want me this time & you're never gonna go. Like i told you before, like a star, i can play it well. Please baby, figure me out. Cause i no longer know what i want anymore, but i know i still love you but not as much as i used to. You're going taiwan soon, i really dunno whats gonna happen, i really am afraid to face the outcome after you come back from taiwan. Please let me feel safe in your arms, please make me feel that you'll never, never go away again anymore. (L)

Case 39

2009-11-30T10:28:00.001-08:00

from sean's place cab to my house, prepared & all.
cabbed to causeway, watched the movie "Case 39" .
rate 8/10. fucking scary, fucking didnt knw it was a horror movie.
fuck siaaaaaaaaaaa, but afterall, alright la .
that cb devil's child, sibeiiiiiiiiiiiii scary, sibeiiiiiiii kickkkkk siaaaaa.
holy shiatzzzzz. kelvin is back from london, wee-u-weets ^^
Meow, after movie, slacked awhile & cabbed to my place.
took some things & cabbed to sean's place.
here i am using his laptop to blog about today.
going interview tmr, & maybe escape :)

love potion; xoxo

I gotta go .

2009-11-29T03:22:00.000-08:00

click click, i just broke my own heart, fml.

Common Denominator

2009-11-28T23:00:00.000-08:00

Just a fraction of your love fills the air
And I'd fall in love with you all over again

The muzic was good, my day was awesum :)
Thanks for all the entertainment, xueling ^^
Left the party early, around 3plus, cabbed to parklane.
Went to find pohpoh & co.
Chit-chatted & all, cabbed home.

P.S/ sometimes you make me feel that your love is just for a time being. & you're about to come & go anytime, don't worry, you can go anytime cause i'm used to it alrdy. But boy, If its me who go off this time, please be prepared :)

Hell lot of funnnn.

2009-11-26T07:25:00.007-08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ^^

Went to dog farm, I saw my fav, CORGI fucking cost 2k.

But its like dee-damn cute, holy shit, sibeiii tempted siaa :(

Took cab to tamp 1, it was alright, kinda boring.

We went into Manpuku Japanese Gourment town.

SIBEIIII NICE the food, i swear, like fucking awesum ! ^^

$80 plus :x Saw cuizhen's friend, Medaline a butch.

Fucking funny & cuteeeee, jitao iz buey tahan her siaaaaa.

Sean & I kept laughing at the way the both of them talk.

All thier dirty jokes & stupid jokes.

She looks like a humpty dumpty, HAHAHA!

Fucking funny ttem ^^

Went to Hagen Daz & ate their "Paradise".

Thier paradise fucking small, madeline kept making fun

of the waitress, sibeiiiiiiiiiiiiii cute, buey tahan siaaaaa.

Met Jo after paradise, walked here & there, sweat like maddd.

Like a retarded siaaaaa, ttem manzzzz.

Finally settled down at one spot, slacked & talked.

Cabbed home from tamp.

Thanks sean :)

Hi alllllll, i'm starting work on Monday @ TPY for the 1st 3 days.

After 3 days of training, i'll be shifted to Clementi to work on the 4th day.

Come entertain me k ^^

Going supperclub tmr ^^

PLZ BUY TICKETS FROM ME! :(

Will be going to sufen's house straight when i wake up & prepare & all.

Then gonna go meet Xueling & then the others i think?

Ai-lone-no.

Childhood bestfriend's birthday on Sunday evening.

See you there :)

2009-11-24T20:55:00.000-08:00

yesterday went out with sean cz ,
went to bugis and make my nails,
then headed to cityhall,
ate new york new york!DAM NICEEEEEEEEEEEEe....
btw,cz here,helping cleomine to text! seeeyaaaaaaa.